Grandmother was in the yard, seated in the shade of a lush vine.
— Grandma?
She raised her eyes, somewhat surprised, for until that moment her little granddaughter had not shown her much affection; she was attentive, but not affectionate.
— What do you want, child?
— Grandma, I would like to know why you have a wooden leg. Did you go to war?
— No, Lina; but that is not a question for your age. It was not a cannonball that cut off my leg, nor even an accident.
— Then what was it?
— Simply illness: a tumor in the knee. One day the doctor declared that it was necessary to cut off the leg.
— Oh! Grandma, I would rather have died first.
— I would have preferred that too.
— Then why did you let them cut it off?
— Lina, it was not possible; I was not living only for myself. To die when one wishes is a luxury… and sometimes it is cowardice. I had to think of four little children who needed me.
— But when they cut it, did they make you sleep?
— No, I did not want that; I was very afraid of not waking up and abandoning my children. And after all, if one must suffer, it is because God wills or permits it.
— Did they cut off your leg while you were awake?
The good old woman, just remembering what had happened, turned pale.
— My child, before the painful operation, I asked for the Bread of the strong, I received Holy Communion and asked Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament for patience and courage… Your father held my hand and even he, poor thing, almost fainted.
— Grandma, it was Communion that gave you strength. Oh, how good Jesus is!
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